Resolutions for 2008
You know.. This post is almost kinda meaning-less........... its already 2008 and i'm only blogging about my resolutions now????? ohhhhhhh what the heck.. why not! better late than never right?
For my Resolutions this year, i wish to be the following:
1: To be a better man.
Ok. its not the To be a better man that song. By my definitions, to be a better man is to be someone which can improves on one's habits. By my saying habits, i mean that i need to be more good. i need to walk in the light of God's grace and no more walking with the "you know who that lives deep down south in the lake of fire...." I've told myself that i'm already "retired" from clubbing but yet as of last year. i went to clubs like 3 times.. Yeah i know..... some people would say 3 times ONLY?!!!!! but i still want to strive for zero this year.. i hope i can do it. I also need to reduce my visits to certain places that are very very bad for me... the definition of those places are meant to be kept a secret so ... i'm sooooo not telling.
2: To improve my spiritual life
My spiritual life for this pass few months have been going downhill the whole way. I've no longer attend morning worship in church and its kind of ...... i don't know how to explain it...... Deep down inside me , i do not feel that wanting for God anymore.... Is this things to come for me? I do not wish for much, but i do sincerely hope that i can make it to church every sunday. To be in the presense of the most Holy has been most comforting and reassuring in the past... I want that back.....
3: To find love????
This is by far the most interesting thing i have to think of.. I admit, i have deep affections for someone and i am planning to meet this person and tell my feelings towards her. As of this moment, i am very nervous.... you can also say that i am afraid.... To love a person is definitely not easy and i definitely understand now that to tell that person is not an easy task..... I've bought a gift and attached to it is a sign that says love.... I was looking for the "Will you be mine" words but i can't find it!!! Dang! Still... i hope for the best on this matter...
There you go... i will update you guys as this goes along.. So to all.. Happy new year and stay frosty!!!!
For my Resolutions this year, i wish to be the following:
1: To be a better man.
Ok. its not the To be a better man that song. By my definitions, to be a better man is to be someone which can improves on one's habits. By my saying habits, i mean that i need to be more good. i need to walk in the light of God's grace and no more walking with the "you know who that lives deep down south in the lake of fire...." I've told myself that i'm already "retired" from clubbing but yet as of last year. i went to clubs like 3 times.. Yeah i know..... some people would say 3 times ONLY?!!!!! but i still want to strive for zero this year.. i hope i can do it. I also need to reduce my visits to certain places that are very very bad for me... the definition of those places are meant to be kept a secret so ... i'm sooooo not telling.
2: To improve my spiritual life
My spiritual life for this pass few months have been going downhill the whole way. I've no longer attend morning worship in church and its kind of ...... i don't know how to explain it...... Deep down inside me , i do not feel that wanting for God anymore.... Is this things to come for me? I do not wish for much, but i do sincerely hope that i can make it to church every sunday. To be in the presense of the most Holy has been most comforting and reassuring in the past... I want that back.....
3: To find love????
This is by far the most interesting thing i have to think of.. I admit, i have deep affections for someone and i am planning to meet this person and tell my feelings towards her. As of this moment, i am very nervous.... you can also say that i am afraid.... To love a person is definitely not easy and i definitely understand now that to tell that person is not an easy task..... I've bought a gift and attached to it is a sign that says love.... I was looking for the "Will you be mine" words but i can't find it!!! Dang! Still... i hope for the best on this matter...
There you go... i will update you guys as this goes along.. So to all.. Happy new year and stay frosty!!!!
